This is a short path of a much larger journey, walk with me...
My brothers, my sisters - I so quickly forgot - I am an only child.
L-O-V-E wasn't the spelling of the name at all.
A door - where it led, I wanted you to follow; but that wasn't your plan.
You held me close with your lies, deceit, and empty promises - and for a while, I felt ...
comforted.
You bathed in my pain, I could only wonder, ' why does this please you?'.
Trust- a fool's word. I pronounced it well, and you enjoyed my performance.
I lay down for you, broken, bled for your amusement- and for a while, it felt...
comforting.
The dark - it seemed everyone wanted me to stay down.
except me.
The journey continues...
"Don't let the world's excuses be yours." – REAP13
That brief journey we took was a synopsis of my life. My name is Ron EA Powell (REAP13), my parents came from a family of farmers in Jamaica and found it fitting to give the initials from the proverb, ‘As ye reap so shall ye sow.’ I am proud to have these initials represent my heritage, my art, and my strides in life. I was born in Newark, New Jersey. I majored in Fine Arts at New Jersey City University, and studied figure drawing at The Art Student League of New York, New York City, N.Y., and now I currently work at Tiffany & Co., as a Graphic Designer. I feel the strong and bold uses of color from the Jamaican culture reflect through my paintings, and living in New Jersey has aided in molding my subject matter and compositions.
My senior year of college I was exhibiting at galleries such as the Cinque Gallery in Soho, and Rush Arts in Chelsea NY. I also interned at Trillion in NY as a web designer, and I freelanced as a fashion Illustrator for a couture Manhattan shoe designer. Things were looking up and as common as any life story tragedy struck. I say common because we’ve all faced the world’s obstacles that have been presented to us in some way or form. It was unique and uncommon for me because it was my own. It was a culmination of events that all seemed to compile at one time that placed a great load on my spirit. I didn’t paint for about the next two years. I worked nights at a warehouse as I maintained a web design company with my college buddies. Those next few years I learned and experience much about myself- where I didn’t want to be for the rest of my life, seizing the day, and not letting other’s excuses dictate the inhibit what you want from life.
I went for a job in the shipping department of Tiffany’s where I worked my days there and my nights as a supervisor in the warehouse. This gave me a small window of sleep and a smaller one for my art, but I saw ‘a path to a door I wanted to walk through’. I used the extra money to get my life back on track, pay for supplies/framing, and enter shows such as the 2005 The New York Art and Film Festival. Following my heart and spirit now I left the warehouse job that was now offering me a design position and stayed with Tiffany’s in the shipping department. I showed my portfolio and pushed my resume whenever an opportunity posed itself there.
As fate would have it about a year later a graphic design position opened up and management decided to give me a chance. The first painted I completed after my hiatus was a commissioned piece for one of my co workers and friend there named ‘Fisher of men’ - an oil painting of Jesus and his disciples that conveys no matter how hard the waters, God still saves. Experiencing life/death, love/heartbreak, and pleasure/pain- I always say my eyes long to bleed, which means to me I embrace and appreciate life’s past and future for its emotions it chooses to bestow upon me.
Unfortunately being quite the introvert at times, I may not give all the straightforward answers you may be looking for. I use my artwork as a vessel to express my feelings many times over. My Armor series of portraits was reflections of my own strengths/weaknesses I drew from the people around me. I believe portraits should go beyond the just a ‘likeness’ of the artist. It’s a brave journey into one’s reflection and soul. It seeks to encompass one’s inner fears, desires, and passions in an honest way. The spirit cannot deny that the eyes long to bleed from insight. So my advice to give is to persevere, stay focus and determined to achieve your goals.
I hope that if anything from this journey you realize you are not alone in your struggle.
"Don't let the world's excuses be yours." – REAP13